Sunday, November 27, 2011

Carmel Icecream Sundae

November 27, 2011

I just licked Carmel Icecream Sundae off Erin's feet while we were sitting in the front seat in our van in the 4th parking spot from the door of a very busy grocery store in full view. She is so awesome! I love that she indulges me.


-- Post From My iPhone

Saturday, November 26, 2011

Feet before bed

11-25-2011

Just finished licking and kissing Erin's feet and sucking her toes before bed. I love her so much <3 I could do this every night.


-- Post From My iPad

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

Cuddling

It is cold this morning. Very cold. I turned on the heat and tucked the blankets around Erin while she slept. I cuddled up next to her and dozed for a long while... Her arm was draped over my shoulders with my head laying on the small pillow she had been cuddling up to; my head was just beneath hers. I love the feeling she gives me when she is physically above me. I just soaked in the moment... Syncing my breathing to hers... I cuddled up close to her and kissed her lips lightly. I purposed to breathe in as she breathed out, inhaling her into me. It is like breathing a piece of her very sole into me. She consumes me inside and out. I kissed her again. And again.

I rolled over and pulled her on top of me so I could wrap my arms around her and massage her back. I spent a good deal of time on her neck and shoulders, which she likes very much. After about a half an hour, I rolled her over onto her stomach and as it happened, I was cradling her in my arms like a baby. I've never held her like this and it just sort of fell into place. I kept running her back, I traced my fingers along her face and ears and lips and kissed her deeply over and over.

I told her this was my new favorite way to cuddle and she smiled. I think she enjoyed it too. I massaged her some more and as she sat up, her shirt had been pulled up so I could rub her back and her breasts were bare. Her nipples were hard and I could not resist kissing and sucking on them momentarily before she got up to get dressed. It was a wonderful way to wake up.



-- Post From My iPad

Thursday, November 3, 2011

Erin's pussy

It has been 26 days since Erin has allowed me to taste her pussy. I am not sure how much longer I can take it. I ache to slide her panties off of her, spread her legs, and bury myself between them. I long to kiss her sweet lips... to explore her folds with my tongue... to taste the sweet depths of her pussy... to feel her hands on the back of my head, pulling my hair and bucking her hips against my mouth as I achieve the orgasm I so desire for her. She is my everything. I love her. I am obsessed with her. I don't know how much longer I can wait. 26 days is as long as I have gone in as long as I can remember. My place is at her feet... On my knees... Between her legs... I long for the embrace of her thighs around my shoulders. I long to be kissed by the lips that only I have kissed.


-- Post From My iPad

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

I love your feet...

“But I love your feet only because they walked upon the earth and upon the wind and upon the waters, until they found me.”

— Pablo Neruda



-- Post From My iPhone

Great Love

What do you know of great love?

Have you ever loved a woman until milk leaked from her as though she had just given birth to love itself, and now must feed it or burst?

Have you ever tasted a woman until she believed that she could be satisfied only by consuming the tongue that had devoured her?

Have you ever loved a woman so completely that the sound of your voice in her ear could cause her body to shudder and explode with such intense pleasure that only weeping could bring her full release?


-- Post From My iPhone

Saturday, May 21, 2011

Shopping

I'm at Target right now... Shopping with E, her mom, and her sister. All of us are wearing panties. :P


-- Post From My iPhone

Friday, May 6, 2011

Honey feet

I just licked honey off my wife's feet. Never done that before & I am so horny but have no idea when she'll let me cum next. She said maybe this weekend. I love our new dynamic! She is perfect for me.

She agreed to let me lick and massage her feet every night before bed.

She makes me so happy!



-- Post From My iPhone

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

Texting with my wife tonight

E: I love you stud

J: I love you too sweetie


E: How can I compete with that?

How about, you are going to lick my pussy til I cum later

And then you can thrust your big hard cock into my wet pussy

Got it? Bitch?

J: Yes, ma'am. I would love that very much!

Maybe if I do a good job you will let me cum in you and lick you again?

E: Ok
Aren't we dirty?

J: I am so hard right now

E: That was the point, hehe

J: Well it is very pointy ATM

I like to be your dirty bitch

E: I like to excite you

J: You excite me like no one else

Personally, I would love it if you made me lick you clean every time. Save on sone laundry :)

E: Maybe I will start, if we don't need the stuff for anything else. And I doubt we will for a long time.

J: You are perfect for me


-- Post From My iPhone

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

Hello. My name is bitch.




I have asked my wife to take charge in our marriage. She has taken to calling me her bitch and I have been doing everything I can for her from changing diapers to carrying her bags to nightly massages. So far I am LOVING it!! I hope we can keep this up. I am so happy being submissive to her. I love it when she calls me bitch… Because I am her bitch.


-- Post From My iPhone

Saturday, April 23, 2011

Beautiful Panties

I just love seeing my wife’s pictures on another blog out there. It’s such a turn on and quite the compliment.

http://beautifulpanties.tumblr.com/post/4864554743

-- Post From My iPhone

Friday, April 22, 2011

Hand job

E just gave me an amazing hand job. I love her magic hands.


-- Post From My iPhone

Sunday, February 13, 2011

Freebie Fuck

E. has really been pressuring me lately to go out and have sex with someone else. Preferably another woman but says a man is ok too. She met up with her ex when we were first married and only recently told me. Now I apparently have a "freebie" to make things even.

She wants me to take pictures and tell her about it. She thinks it will spice up our sex life.

She says that partly the idea turns her on and partly she wants to feel punished. I'm not sure I want to be the one that punishes her but I also want to do what she wants. I am torn.

I was texting with a woman who used to work for me (LB). The subject came up. She offered me her pussy. So there it is. Apparently if I want to do this for E then the opportunity is there.

I admit the idea of her sending me out to fuck some other woman turns me on. It seems to turn her on too. She has me half talked into it. I want to do it but I don't. She wants me to but part of her is jealous at the idea.

I will talk to her about it some more.

-- Posted From My iTouch

Sunday, January 16, 2011

E and her ex

My wife recently told me she had sex with her ex about 12 years ago... shortly after we married. I have become obsessed with it.

She first started having sex with him... her next door neighbor... the kid who used to beat me up when I was little... after she and I broke up after high school. She went over to talk to him as a friend after we were married. One thing led to another. And they had sex in his garage... or tried to. He could not get it up. I guess he felt guilty about fucking a married woman.

It breaks my heart every time I think of it. It hurt me in ways I cannot describe. I cried for days...  randomly... unexpectedly I would break down in sobs. Because she cheated on me, yes. But also because I was obviously not there for her. Because I did not ... cannot... fill some emotional need that she had... that perhaps she still has. That I was her second choice.

She got caught up in the moment. She broke her vows. She hid it for years. It tore her apart. I hate that I was not the man she needed me to be and that I was not the man she felt she could open up to and share this guilt/pain/regret.

It tears me up that I am a hypocrite. I once let another man suck my cock... and had his cock in my mouth... after we were married. I guess I justify it in my own mind that there were no emotions. He was a stranger. I never saw him again.

Her ex was the one she loved her whole life growing up. Her first crush... Just as she was mine. I know how I felt about her. I know how much it hurt to not have her in my life after we broke up after high school. I know how lucky I am to marry the one person in the world I wanted to share my life with. I know how much she must be hurting every single day to not have him in her life.

I can only imagine how much it must have hurt for her to realize he never wanted a relationship. He only wanted the sex... even as she kept letting him fuck her. Even as she hoped it could someday lead to more. I wish I could take that pain away.

I can't stop fantasizing about the two of them together. I picture them in my head having sex in the different positions she described. I look for porn that looks like them. I have almost 200 such images on my computer now. I imagine she is fucking him when she has sex with me. I think about the two of us sucking his cock together... about he and I fucking her together. About kissing her with his cum in our mouths. About watching the kids while she goes out with him to dinner. And even while it all turns me on... it breaks my heart again every time. I don't know how to stop.

I wish I could watch them fuck. I don't know why but I want her to cheat on me again. With him. Because I know she loved him so much. I want to be there to hold her when she comes back from him... hurt that he does not love her back. I want to give her what he won't. She deserves to feel loved. She deserves to feel happy... even if it comes at my expense.