Hand job

E just gave me an amazing hand job. I love her magic hands.


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Freebie Fuck

E. has really been pressuring me lately to go out and have sex with someone else. Preferably another woman but says a man is ok too. She met up with her ex when we were first married and only recently told me. Now I apparently have a "freebie" to make things even.

She wants me to take pictures and tell her about it. She thinks it will spice up our sex life.

She says that partly the idea turns her on and partly she wants to feel punished. I'm not sure I want to be the one that punishes her but I also want to do what she wants. I am torn.

I was texting with a woman who used to work for me (LB). The subject came up. She offered me her pussy. So there it is. Apparently if I want to do this for E then the opportunity is there.

I admit the idea of her sending me out to fuck some other woman turns me on. It seems to turn her on too. She has me half talked into it. I want to do it but I don't. She wants me to but part of her is jealous at the idea.

I will talk to her about it some more.

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E and her ex

My wife recently told me she had sex with her ex about 12 years ago... shortly after we married. I have become obsessed with it.

She first started having sex with him... her next door neighbor... the kid who used to beat me up when I was little... after she and I broke up after high school. She went over to talk to him as a friend after we were married. One thing led to another. And they had sex in his garage... or tried to. He could not get it up. I guess he felt guilty about fucking a married woman.

It breaks my heart every time I think of it. It hurt me in ways I cannot describe. I cried for days...  randomly... unexpectedly I would break down in sobs. Because she cheated on me, yes. But also because I was obviously not there for her. Because I did not ... cannot... fill some emotional need that she had... that perhaps she still has. That I was her second choice.

She got caught up in the moment. She broke her vows. She hid it for years. It tore her apart. I hate that I was not the man she needed me to be and that I was not the man she felt she could open up to and share this guilt/pain/regret.

It tears me up that I am a hypocrite. I once let another man suck my cock... and had his cock in my mouth... after we were married. I guess I justify it in my own mind that there were no emotions. He was a stranger. I never saw him again.

Her ex was the one she loved her whole life growing up. Her first crush... Just as she was mine. I know how I felt about her. I know how much it hurt to not have her in my life after we broke up after high school. I know how lucky I am to marry the one person in the world I wanted to share my life with. I know how much she must be hurting every single day to not have him in her life.

I can only imagine how much it must have hurt for her to realize he never wanted a relationship. He only wanted the sex... even as she kept letting him fuck her. Even as she hoped it could someday lead to more. I wish I could take that pain away.

I can't stop fantasizing about the two of them together. I picture them in my head having sex in the different positions she described. I look for porn that looks like them. I have almost 200 such images on my computer now. I imagine she is fucking him when she has sex with me. I think about the two of us sucking his cock together... about he and I fucking her together. About kissing her with his cum in our mouths. About watching the kids while she goes out with him to dinner. And even while it all turns me on... it breaks my heart again every time. I don't know how to stop.

I wish I could watch them fuck. I don't know why but I want her to cheat on me again. With him. Because I know she loved him so much. I want to be there to hold her when she comes back from him... hurt that he does not love her back. I want to give her what he won't. She deserves to feel loved. She deserves to feel happy... even if it comes at my expense.

Dominance and Dildos

November 7, 2010

Today my wife used a dildo on me for the first time. It was fairly large, especially for our first time and eventually she started using her fingers as well. It felt amazing... We took turns storking my cock while she used the toy in my ass and when I came on her boobs, she told me to lick her clean. I did, but as often happens, I lost any urge to do so. I didn't want to let her down or pass on the opportunity so I started licking her boobs and then after a few seconds started to pull away. She quite adamantly told me that I was not finished. She expected me to clean her up completely. I obeyed. Her dominance over me was more than adequate to turn me completely on again and before we knew it, I was licking and sucking her boobs, nipples, neck, shoulders... anywhere that a drop of cum may have landed. I was both proud and disappointed. Proud of myself for having the courage to so completely clean my cum from her body and disappointed that there was no more cum to clean once I had. Ultimately, I was very proud of her. It takes a lot for her to step outside of her comfort zone and even use the strap-on but even so much more for her to take on that dominant role and demand that I do such a dirty thing as lick my cum from her skin. It was a lot of fun! I'm very lucky to have a wife who makes my fantasies come true.


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My new paddles

We were at Michaels the other day and I found these wooden decor items that can be used as paddles. The largest is an oar... very solid and a good inch thick. When my wife spanked me with it, I knew I had to have it. It felt great and gave a pretty loud smack that I'm sure could be heard across the store.

The middle sized paddle is a small, thin cutting board... broad, light, and about half as thick as the oar. She spanked me with it while I fucked her. It had a much different feel to it because of how dispersed the smack was across both cheeks. It felt very flirty compared to the oar.

The smallest is a spatula... very thin and very light, but it stings! She has spanked me with this one twice during sex and the small head of the spatula stings. I was thinking the big one would hurt the most, but the fact that the smack is so isolated and she can wield it a little easier lets her hit me hard and quick. I loved it. I told her I want to work up to the point where she can bring tears to my eyes. I want her to hurt me. She doesn't understand it and honestly neither do I. It just feels so damn good!

I need to either paint or stain them. I'm not sure if I am going to do a solid color or try to do some design. I told her I want us to come up with names for them and put them on the handle. I'm still trying to think through so choices.

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Spanked with her shoe

About a week ago, EC came up to me in the kitchen and lightly smacked my butt a few times and out of nowhere, playfully said she wondered how much of a spanking I could take.

Now I have mentioned before that I would like for her to spank me, but it had been a long time since I had brought it up and this was just very unexpected. With a suddenly very hard cock, I told her I don't know but it would be fun to find out.

This morning, I was playfully smacking her butt while we talked in bed, alternating between smacking and rubbing. I rolled over onto my stomach to lay next to her after a while and she sat up and started rubbing my shoulders and scratching my back. She smacked my butt a couple of times and I reminded her of what she said in the kitchen the week before. To my surprise, she started smacking my butt a little harder than she usually might, but not hard enough to register any pain. I laid down and we talked some more while she smacked and then rubbed my butt, over and over. I reached down and picked up one of her flip flops that she had kicked off at the foot of the bed and handed it to her. I told her she could use it as a paddle. I didn't think she actually would, but she took it and started spanking me with it while we talked. I was very erect and very turned on. It felt really good.

After a while I told her I didn't think she was really trying to hurt me. She said of course she wasn't and I told her to spank me as hard as she could with it. She did. It hurt. I loved it. This continued on for a while. She was talking about some of her frustrations with her camera and certain aspects of her photography and as she got into what was really frustrating her, the smacks got harder. I told her to keep doing it. As hard as she could. She said she did not understand why her hurting me was a turn on and I honestly replied that I don't know either, but it was working. she pulled my pants down to see if she was leaving any marks, she wasn't... unfortunately. I thought she was going to spank my bare ass, and I said "go ahead" but I don't think she caught my meaning. She pulled my underwear back up and resumed her smacks.

She was hitting me with her shoe faster and harder. Hard enough that it was starting to cause me to jump a little, which I tried to control because I didn't want her to stop. I rolled over onto my back after a while and she started rubbing my cock through my underwear. She looked me in the eye and commented, "a little moist". I said I told her it was really turning me on. I had a decent sized spot of pre-cum on the front of my shorts.

I sat with her between my legs, facing away from me and started kissing her neck and shoulders, rubbing her boobs and pinching her nipples, while she stroked my cock through my underwear with her arm bent around behind her back. I didn't cum. We came down for breakfast and we're about to have sex here in just a few minutes when we get undressed to take a shower.

I told her we need to stop and buy her a paddle to use. Honestly, though, I LOVED that she was using her shoe on me. I have a thing for her shoes anyway. The best part was how indifferent she seemed to it while she stood there at the foot of the bed smacking me with her shoe while she talked to me about completely non-sexual things. I am still feeling very tender. My very first spanking was a special moment that made me feel so connected to her. I cannot wait to do this again!